This second chapter of "KOCHUS" would have comprised my experiences with a friend who later became my best friend and about a new phase I have sheltered myself in.. I know you may be wondering with great confusion as this chapter is not going in order as in context of chapter-1, where I have mentioned my intutions and about my faith and believe...
I don’t know how and from where to start this but let me try out in this way... For me catching a sight of a beautiful bird or hot girls was like impossible... I used to be feet away from girls... May be it is a reason that I don’t know how to behave with ladies…No I know how to show manners to girls but yes, I agree there is insecurity within me... Leave that... I thought things will get in shape by themselves.
It was one of those fortunate days when I got an idea of taking Lab tutorials... I was in my 2nd year of Engineering, when I have joined this PATE Classes in Vijaynagar, b’lore. Day before that I had a minor accident so I had to roll a bandage to cover my stitches on the forehead. Unknowingly, I was rigging up the circuit on the very next table of her computer. Usually I used to make myself unnoticed but that bandage was pulling little attention towards me. After some time I noticed that a group next to me is staring and they are gossiping something in Hindi... I remained as if I haven’t noticed it, but actually I did... So after a long time I finally broke the silence of my eyes and turned to that group... I didn’t get a look of her but can see that a fair & beautiful girl in the middle of that group is explaining something to them. I peeped my head but she was shaded by crowd... So I continued my work until the recess time. This was the time when my eyes first met with her. I remember my first talk; and how she offer me to join for lunch; and how I ask her to allow me to repair the zip of her black college bag (as if I am good at that). The simple hii’s and hello’s are steadily converting into arrey yaar. I guess she was trying to make me comfortable. The full conversation was so smooth that I haven’t felt even once that she is a stranger to me. After disjoining her and while coming back to my hostel, I realised that from my youngest year till the moment I am here, I have never felt myself so comfortable talking to a girl, the way I felt talking to her... She was so easy going... I was so happy that I couldn’t stop myself explaining how good the moment was to my friends!!! And all were scolding me for my complicated heart as I haven’t asked her number... All the time I cherished that moment and was missing talking to her...
I realised that my heart was cooking something; the nature redefines its laws... Not it is very new... But in fact, it is a tradition that has been going since the very inception of the world... But still...It is more than clear to me that what I am being is simply an object of wonder..
There were so many complications which have been storming inside my mind for the next few days... I started wondering a lot about her, I was wondering if there is someone loving her or does she love someone? I wonder where she is. I wonder what she is up to. So there was a new friend, not often, a first unlikely girl, was making a place in my friend list and I was trying to build a bridge between our hearts without knowing her properly... So every day I reach at that same place (bit late actually) to get a chance of talking her...I became regular in class ...It was amazing how she speak and everything what she says go right into my heart... I am a good listener so whatever story she explains I listen it very careful... I still remember that place very well where we roa
m a lot... In few days I realised that She is 20 times beautiful from inside than from outside...Though she was unlike girly-girly type girl...So finally the day came when our classes were going to over and still I haven’t ask her number? I was damn confused then... I was very insecure but it was hardest to ignore her... and as expected I said her good bye and take care before i could ask her or let her read my mind... So I was signing out when suddenly she asked from behind....
Do you kep cell phones?
Loads of Love... R
I don’t know how and from where to start this but let me try out in this way... For me catching a sight of a beautiful bird or hot girls was like impossible... I used to be feet away from girls... May be it is a reason that I don’t know how to behave with ladies…No I know how to show manners to girls but yes, I agree there is insecurity within me... Leave that... I thought things will get in shape by themselves.
It was one of those fortunate days when I got an idea of taking Lab tutorials... I was in my 2nd year of Engineering, when I have joined this PATE Classes in Vijaynagar, b’lore. Day before that I had a minor accident so I had to roll a bandage to cover my stitches on the forehead. Unknowingly, I was rigging up the circuit on the very next table of her computer. Usually I used to make myself unnoticed but that bandage was pulling little attention towards me. After some time I noticed that a group next to me is staring and they are gossiping something in Hindi... I remained as if I haven’t noticed it, but actually I did... So after a long time I finally broke the silence of my eyes and turned to that group... I didn’t get a look of her but can see that a fair & beautiful girl in the middle of that group is explaining something to them. I peeped my head but she was shaded by crowd... So I continued my work until the recess time. This was the time when my eyes first met with her. I remember my first talk; and how she offer me to join for lunch; and how I ask her to allow me to repair the zip of her black college bag (as if I am good at that). The simple hii’s and hello’s are steadily converting into arrey yaar. I guess she was trying to make me comfortable. The full conversation was so smooth that I haven’t felt even once that she is a stranger to me. After disjoining her and while coming back to my hostel, I realised that from my youngest year till the moment I am here, I have never felt myself so comfortable talking to a girl, the way I felt talking to her... She was so easy going... I was so happy that I couldn’t stop myself explaining how good the moment was to my friends!!! And all were scolding me for my complicated heart as I haven’t asked her number... All the time I cherished that moment and was missing talking to her...
I realised that my heart was cooking something; the nature redefines its laws... Not it is very new... But in fact, it is a tradition that has been going since the very inception of the world... But still...It is more than clear to me that what I am being is simply an object of wonder..
There were so many complications which have been storming inside my mind for the next few days... I started wondering a lot about her, I was wondering if there is someone loving her or does she love someone? I wonder where she is. I wonder what she is up to. So there was a new friend, not often, a first unlikely girl, was making a place in my friend list and I was trying to build a bridge between our hearts without knowing her properly... So every day I reach at that same place (bit late actually) to get a chance of talking her...I became regular in class ...It was amazing how she speak and everything what she says go right into my heart... I am a good listener so whatever story she explains I listen it very careful... I still remember that place very well where we roa
m a lot... In few days I realised that She is 20 times beautiful from inside than from outside...Though she was unlike girly-girly type girl...So finally the day came when our classes were going to over and still I haven’t ask her number? I was damn confused then... I was very insecure but it was hardest to ignore her... and as expected I said her good bye and take care before i could ask her or let her read my mind... So I was signing out when suddenly she asked from behind....Do you kep cell phones?
Loads of Love... R
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